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    HiddenScars  36, Female, Louisiana, USA - 7 entries
25
Oct 2007
4:18 AM CDT
   

Well there really is not much to say there is alot going on in my life and I dont really know what to do about all of it...I am back to cutting and that sucks... I have had a few slip ups in the last few weeks which is not good.. But its okay..Me and kris are doing okay.. and all of viv's puppies are growing up to be beautiful! I love my vivvy... and now we have star trigger anna bell bear and trey... all of which I will have to sell soon... but I think that scott is going to get to keep trey... He is really excited especially with me and kris moving out soon!!! I HOPE,,,, Mom kicked us out agian but as normal she was all Im sorry by the end of the day... I love my kris kris but we are fighting alot lately.. I dont really know what to do about all that.. I have tried talking to he that doesnt really help any..just makes her mad that seems to be what I am good at... I really dont know what to do anymore... But it is okay we will work through it like we work through everything,, I know we will.... I am starting to talk even if it will make her mad.... i am at the point that if I have something that I want to say I am going to say it... I really am getting better... i dont really know what to rant anything else about so I guess Im gonna go ahead and get off of here...atleast everyone knows i am kinda sorta alive... LOVE YALL....

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    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
25
Oct 2007
4:17 AM EDT
   

ah, i see, you would remain silent: a prudent response. and also...sshhhh....im sitting in my english classroom...been here 15 min..."working on my paper" :D it's all quiet and class-roomy...and actually roomy and comfy 'cause no one is here. I'm pissed that I'm awake but I'm glad that I'm here.
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    amenard89  36, Female, Rhode Island, USA - First entry!
25
Oct 2007
3:39 PM EDT
   

For four years
For four years I struggled
I wrestled you night after night
And you were always stronger
And every morning
I covered the bruises
And made the best of my muses
I healed best the bones that had broken
For four years
I was alone
But at the same time
I was still alive
But yet feeling destroyed
Ready to self-destruct
The distinction between heaven and hell was know a blur
For four years
There was what you called tough love
I thought it rough
For everyday, for all the years
I tried to try and fell and failed
I tried to write...this is all I got
I tried to sing, but this is how it sounds.
But after all was said and done
You were now in the true place known to hell
With dripping pipes
Solid steel bars
Concrete coffins
And food that will turn your insides out
And one morning
I woke up and for the first time
Noticed the sun
I felt the beat of my heart
It was like a piece of art
I started to cry
Forgetting everything I had tried
Leaving everything behind
Because guess what… I survived
And where are you today?!
Because I'm exactly where I want to be!!!
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    ilovegaarakun  35, Female, Virginia, USA - 10 entries
25
Oct 2007
10:04 AM EDT
   

i haven't written in forever. a new school year has begun and, just as i thought, senior year is just as bad, if not worse, than all the others. everyone assumes that senior year is the best and these are the best years of our lives. well, i'll tell you, if these are the best years of my life, then i might as well commit suicide. seriously. i hate school, i hate not having a car, i hate being a minor... the list could go on and on. omg. i've missed like 8 days of school already and the first nine weeks isn't even over yet. i just can't get out of bed in the morning. and it's not like i stay up until the wee hours of the morning or anything. although i did stay up until 6 one day last weekend. it was grand. but i would never do that on a school night. maybe i'm not getting enough vitamins or something. i'm about to start this 7-day body cleansing system. i hope it doesn't make me sick. ugh. i have a headache.i'm starving. i can't wait to go home and eat something. lol. that makes me sound like such a fat ass. ^_^. oh well. i think i havea small crush on my math teacher.>.
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    garryageez  62, Male, United Kingdom - 14 entries
24
Oct 2007
11:11 AM GMT
   

Lets not forget Burma.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

BURMA LETS NOT FORGET.
Current mood: worried
Category: Life

Since the oppressive government of Burma have severed all contact with the outside world, through a ban on tv, radio and internet media, It can easily seem to those outside that the terrible oppression that the people of Burma are suffering is over, but far from it. Reports leaking from the Country suggest that things are still bad and getting worse. Here is what Amnesty international have to say on the matter.

Burma crisis - Stop the bloodshed

Violent crackdown on protesters continues

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A heavy military presence on Burma's streets, combined with mass arrests, has stamped out the massive protests of the past week. Huge numbers of troops are visible on street corners across Yangon, the focal point for the demonstrations, and fear is widespread.

The flood of reports in the city of alleged brutal killings, disappearances and arrests is causing major concern for the people of Burma and those watching the continuing crisis.

52Watch footage of protests in Burma (RealPlayer)

Background

Amnesty International has long documented Burma's appalling human rights record. This includes widespread and systematic human rights violations:

  • The holding of more than 1,160 political prisoners in deteriorating prison conditions. Detainees include most senior opposition figures
  • The use of torture and other cruel, inhuman and degrading treatment, especially during interrogation and pre-trial detention
  • The use of child soldiers and forced labour
  • Laws that criminalise the peaceful expression of political dissent
  • People frequently being arrested without warrant and held incommunicado
  • Judicial proceedings against political detainees that fall short of international fair trial standards
  • Defendants being denied the right to legal counsel and prosecutors relying on confessions extracted through torture

Act nowto protect peaceful protestors The Governments hope is that through the meassures it has taken through the media ban, the world will forget their peoples plight, We must not let them succeed in this endeavour. The problem we face is that the media of the western world are there to make interesting tv, and if there is nothing to report the situation is put on the shelf until something terrible happens. Lets not wait for that to happen to remind us. Lets act now, by writing to our governments, and the chinese government demanding that they act to stop these crimes against humanity. Look out for any protest that are taking place that we can attend.. Also you can do what i have done and bring the situation to peoples attention by writing an entry in our blogs and on our comments on myspace etc. We all have the tools to be able to do this and this seemingly small act can reach so many and do so much. I thank you all very much for your attention on this matter and hope and pray you all have the love and compassion in your hearts to act NOW. With Metta (LOVING KINDNESS) Garry D. AKA SOOPANOVA.



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    xxEbonyxx  34, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 52 entries
24
Oct 2007
3:24 PM EDT
   

hey ppl, havent let you al know what is going on in my life for a while so i thought i would let you in. well still no guy but i found that i need to be single and have some fun instead of jumping back into something again, i hat that i seem to need someone all the time. i dont so its time for me to just have some fun!!!!!!!!!!

life is tooo short to worring about things like guys and haveing somone all the time!!

love ya
~till next time!

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    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
24
Oct 2007
12:28 PM EDT
   

If YOU had to write a paper supporting or criticizing genetic alteration of humans, what would you say? agree or disagree?
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    kikilario  37, Female, New Mexico, USA - 4 entries
23
Oct 2007
7:39 PM EDT
   

always remember to smile
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    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
23
Oct 2007
6:59 AM EDT
   

*stumbles around in the dark* no...8:30 is too early for class. even the sun decided it was too lazy to come out today. took one peek, said "eff that" and then went back to sleep. *trips over fallen teddy bear* ow. damn...i mean...why? why did i pick ALL 8:30s ?? i realize that i am a legit masochist but this...this is just beyond what i thought i was capable of doing to myself! *knocks over trashcan, unknown liquid spills across foot* damn damn damn! but at least i got a B on that god-forsaken paper! I'm really starting to hate that class but I like the people in it at the very least. and we're halfway through to the end! *slams head into top bunk and falls over into dramatic fetal position even though no one is watching* and theatre is great...time consuming but i feel at home backstage...ridiculous costumes and fake blood aside. *scrambles into clothes and ends with my head in a pant leg*...oh! and did i mention that my hair is black now? ha! the box of dye lies >< ...it's not all bad...but still...eww...not a good look for me. i feel emoish...but bad emoish. *finally manages to get dressed and groomed and, furthermore, is able to avoid the puddle of unknown liquid on the floor.* now if things could just stay on an upward tilt...and my extension on my next paper goes through...things are really looking up for me!*proudly strides out of the room, chin held high!*.........*comes running back!* heh....forgot my book bag!...even if things don't go as planned...i guess i'll just have to work it out as we go along! *shuffles out, whistling*
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    strap  71, Male, Louisiana, USA - 4 entries
22
Oct 2007
11:29 PM CST
   

Let's get out of the Middle East! I am tired of us losing our young people every day in Iraq, and for what? Let Iraq sort things out themselves. They have surely had enough time by now!
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